Try Not to Panic.

New building. New processes. New project. High profile production. Intimidating producers. Abundance of variables. Different style. Cannot screw up.

Applications. Deadlines. Ridiculous hoops. Hope mashed with fear. Desperation for change.

Weird health stuff. Stress worsening symptoms. Avoiding grumpiness. Barely.

Stupid stumbling around. See something. Rage and sorrow course through veins. A reminder. Situation precarious.